So I am actually on my laptop now, screw the whole packing thing.. I'm done anyway. :P I was looking through some pics on facebook when something caught my attention. This girl (the one who left me as a friend, as I mentioned in earlier posts) lets call her E, had commented on a picture of herself. She said she looked awful when actually she looked rather nice. She wasn't doing some dumb pout so there was an immediate difference in her face, she looked naturally pretty, as she is.
Anyway her friend had commented that she looked great but said, "I'm the one who look terrible" sure the camera had caught them at funny moments, so I'll let that one slide. But the point is its like a social etiquette to always DENY that you are pretty! Sure some girls have self confidence issues but hello... wake up and smell the perfume.. and stack loads of foundation you all own. (Does foundation smell?) You ARE pretty. You spend god knows how long putting on make up, are you honestly telling me there is no purpose to that? I know plenty of gorgeous girls, so who I'm friends with some who I'm not any more. And even if I dislike them or not I really hope that one day they look in the mirror and stop denying how nice they look!
I've denied how I look a few times but now, I just say,"Thanks, that's real nice" and maybe comment on a pretty photo of them. I realised that by denying how I look its not gonna do me any good for my self confidence. And sometimes I look in the mirror and I think, wow my eyes look nice today or cool me hair isn't doing that annoying sticky outy thing. I've realised that its not a crime to think you are pretty. Everyone is, its just we all deny it.
Also while on the topic of lying another situation similar is the whole,"What do you want for your birthday?" scenario. Lets face it. We all say,"Its fine, you don't have to get me anything". I'll raise my hand, I a guilty of this crime. The thing is some of us mean it, like me. You don't HAVE to get me anything.... but I'd really love this CD or just some money or a voucher etc. Some people may think its rude to just go right out and say it, but hey! They asked, didn't they?
So the message? Stop denying your pretty, you are and for gods sake tell them what you want for your birthday!
Over and out for a lil' while since I'm on my hols. Ily, bye x
Monday, 19 July 2010
Have I forgotten something?
So its the summer holidays where I live.. may depend in other parts of the world. But anyway with summer holidays comes.. summer holidays? I mean proper holidays, like abroad. We would usually go to France or Italy but this year we are only going over to Blackpool in England. Which is cool. I've just checked the weather forecast for over there and it is... the page wont load. Poo.
Anyway I was planning to write a looong post but unfourtunatly I can't because the battery on my laptop is going and I have stuff to do, send some emails, check the weather (the page eventually loaded and apparantly its gonna be rainy! So I have to double check to make sure its not... :P) blahdy blahdy blah blah.
I will be posting while I'm away but not as frequently, unfourtunatly. Maybe not in the first week as I might not get WiFi and probably not in the third week either as I'm too busy ith friends. But anyways, we'll see. ILY Bye xxx
Anyway I was planning to write a looong post but unfourtunatly I can't because the battery on my laptop is going and I have stuff to do, send some emails, check the weather (the page eventually loaded and apparantly its gonna be rainy! So I have to double check to make sure its not... :P) blahdy blahdy blah blah.
I will be posting while I'm away but not as frequently, unfourtunatly. Maybe not in the first week as I might not get WiFi and probably not in the third week either as I'm too busy ith friends. But anyways, we'll see. ILY Bye xxx
Sunday, 18 July 2010
Devils and Angels
Shhh..... I have a secret to tell you! I'm a V bad person... I kinda hacked(its not proper hacking she told me her password) into my ex-friends facebook and then lied to her face about it. I was considering hacking (again not proper hacking don't worry) into another ex-friends email, to see emails she had sent and received around November last year which I have labelled as "Back Then". But I didn't.. I figured it would give myself away and just... its unnecessary. For once I was good :) *ting* cool. Me gots a HALO!
Anyway something I'd like to say is about the person whose facebook I got into. I did it because I knew she was talking behind my back about me. I wanted to see what she was saying. However this is about something else. My friend L.
Let me explain. L is sweet and kind and funny and great to have a laugh with, shes the friend you can depend on no matter what and I didn't seem to realise that last year because I was so busy trying to fit in. When I realised that I didn't need to conform to anything and started to just be me that was when I realised how I had been neglecting L as a friend and since shes one of the nicest awesomest friends I have I vowed to change that. As I spent more time with her it was like I found my other half. Honest to god I love her! xD L is probs reading this since I'm gonna email it to her so hi L! Anyway some people don't see L as I see her. They think she's boring. And that may sound harsh but I've heard them say it. Bitches.
Anyway I was in the teachers office with two girls, one of whom is the facebook-er. We were clearing up our differences at the end of the year, as expected. I was saying how sometimes I felt left out, and that it wasn't particularily their fault etc but that sometimes I did feel left out and they might want to make an effort towards other people who feel this, i.e L.
For L's birthday I got her a present and a card and sang her happy birthday but only one other person remembered. Nobody else. They lied and said they had a cake they had cards and they had birthday presents. Never brought them in though... I wonder why??
I brought this up in the conversation considering it was another friends birthday coming up and they were getting her a whole hamper full of gifts. When I said that maybe they could make a bit more of an effort considering they were meant to be friends with L they said that they were more friends with the other girl so why should they make a big effort for someone who never tried to be friends with them?
News flash bitches, she did. You were just too conceited and absorbed in everything else and too busy bithcing about her that you didn't notice. Wanna know why I hacked your account? To see what you were saying about me. Wanna know why I messed up your facebook page after that? Revenger for L. She deserves way better friends than you.
ILY L. xxxxx
P.s I hope nobody thinks this was boring, :L I just felt like I had to get it out.
Anyway something I'd like to say is about the person whose facebook I got into. I did it because I knew she was talking behind my back about me. I wanted to see what she was saying. However this is about something else. My friend L.
Let me explain. L is sweet and kind and funny and great to have a laugh with, shes the friend you can depend on no matter what and I didn't seem to realise that last year because I was so busy trying to fit in. When I realised that I didn't need to conform to anything and started to just be me that was when I realised how I had been neglecting L as a friend and since shes one of the nicest awesomest friends I have I vowed to change that. As I spent more time with her it was like I found my other half. Honest to god I love her! xD L is probs reading this since I'm gonna email it to her so hi L! Anyway some people don't see L as I see her. They think she's boring. And that may sound harsh but I've heard them say it. Bitches.
Anyway I was in the teachers office with two girls, one of whom is the facebook-er. We were clearing up our differences at the end of the year, as expected. I was saying how sometimes I felt left out, and that it wasn't particularily their fault etc but that sometimes I did feel left out and they might want to make an effort towards other people who feel this, i.e L.
For L's birthday I got her a present and a card and sang her happy birthday but only one other person remembered. Nobody else. They lied and said they had a cake they had cards and they had birthday presents. Never brought them in though... I wonder why??
I brought this up in the conversation considering it was another friends birthday coming up and they were getting her a whole hamper full of gifts. When I said that maybe they could make a bit more of an effort considering they were meant to be friends with L they said that they were more friends with the other girl so why should they make a big effort for someone who never tried to be friends with them?
News flash bitches, she did. You were just too conceited and absorbed in everything else and too busy bithcing about her that you didn't notice. Wanna know why I hacked your account? To see what you were saying about me. Wanna know why I messed up your facebook page after that? Revenger for L. She deserves way better friends than you.
ILY L. xxxxx
P.s I hope nobody thinks this was boring, :L I just felt like I had to get it out.
Saturday, 17 July 2010
Hrrmmm....
Not sure what to write. Hrmm... Okay how about some good news/bad news? Bad news is I have a throat infection and it hurts...
Good news is I have a follower! (SQUEE! I ACTUALLY SCREAMED. I TOTALLY LOVE YOU. MARRY ME?) and I get to eat loads of ice pops/lollys/cream because of my sore throat! Yayyy.
So now what to write? I dunno. I got a birthday present from my best friend A this morning. We live in different countries and are seperated by that pesky Irish sea. Grr. But I'm gonna see her in two weeks and I'm staying for a week so YAY! Other than that I don't have any news, or typical witty humour (okay I'm being totally unmodest but I find some of my posts quite funny so MRRRRRRHHHHHshhlipp! xD)
Anyway I didn't bump into my ex-friends in town, although I did see some cute boys. Yeah. I must be really struggling for what to write if thats my news for the day. I should probs go, I think my mums putting on some comedy movie about goats and men who stare at them. Chow single awesome follower! (Btw I know its not spelt Chow. Its spealt Ciao or something. Meh.. whatever)
Byyeeee ILY so much! :D xxxxx
Good news is I have a follower! (SQUEE! I ACTUALLY SCREAMED. I TOTALLY LOVE YOU. MARRY ME?) and I get to eat loads of ice pops/lollys/cream because of my sore throat! Yayyy.
So now what to write? I dunno. I got a birthday present from my best friend A this morning. We live in different countries and are seperated by that pesky Irish sea. Grr. But I'm gonna see her in two weeks and I'm staying for a week so YAY! Other than that I don't have any news, or typical witty humour (okay I'm being totally unmodest but I find some of my posts quite funny so MRRRRRRHHHHHshhlipp! xD)
Anyway I didn't bump into my ex-friends in town, although I did see some cute boys. Yeah. I must be really struggling for what to write if thats my news for the day. I should probs go, I think my mums putting on some comedy movie about goats and men who stare at them. Chow single awesome follower! (Btw I know its not spelt Chow. Its spealt Ciao or something. Meh.. whatever)
Byyeeee ILY so much! :D xxxxx
Friday, 16 July 2010
Alone again... naturally ;)
The thought on my mind at this moment is: ARGY ARGY ARGY AGH AGH.
Why? I hear you non-exsistent followers ask? Because tommorow my mum is getting her hair done, I'm meeting her later for lunch but that gives me an hour to hit the shops. Thats all fine and dandy apart from one fact: MY EX FRIENDS ARE GONNA BE IN TOWN AT THE SAME TIME. And me? Shopping alone... like a loner.. Oh. Joy.
A while back I always imagined this scenario only:
a) I wouldn't know they were in town
b) I would give them some face that said "Bitchez"
c) We would have ACTUALLY been friends then.
Our friendship... didn't just degenerate. It free fell off a cliff and y'know what? I realised I was better off when I hit the bottom. And yes all you non-exsistent followers who like Paramore, I did just quote them. For that I deserve a cookie. Nom.
So tommorow I wanna go for maximum impact. Yuuh? Or Nuuuh? I have no followers anways so WTH. I'm thinking just blank them if they say hi. I am completely through will all of them and am gonna stick to mine and L (my friend)'s resoloution to just 4GT (text speak done on purpose.. I'm not going chav on you) all about them.
On another note did you like the title of this post? Not sure if its a real song but it was in Ice Age 3. So therefore it is real >:( so MMMMRRRRRHHHHshhlipp (this is what I have decided to say to people now. It basically means : I am right no NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH).
Things to do? Pack for Blackpool (heh heh, rollercoasters ahoy) and write chapter 3 of my novel. I gotta print it off for my best friends to read. Oh and daydream about telling forementioned best friend I love him.... ? Muuhhhh... I shall now go melt into a pool of now teenage (WOO HOO) mush.
Gd'bye, ILY xxx
Why? I hear you non-exsistent followers ask? Because tommorow my mum is getting her hair done, I'm meeting her later for lunch but that gives me an hour to hit the shops. Thats all fine and dandy apart from one fact: MY EX FRIENDS ARE GONNA BE IN TOWN AT THE SAME TIME. And me? Shopping alone... like a loner.. Oh. Joy.
A while back I always imagined this scenario only:
a) I wouldn't know they were in town
b) I would give them some face that said "Bitchez"
c) We would have ACTUALLY been friends then.
Our friendship... didn't just degenerate. It free fell off a cliff and y'know what? I realised I was better off when I hit the bottom. And yes all you non-exsistent followers who like Paramore, I did just quote them. For that I deserve a cookie. Nom.
So tommorow I wanna go for maximum impact. Yuuh? Or Nuuuh? I have no followers anways so WTH. I'm thinking just blank them if they say hi. I am completely through will all of them and am gonna stick to mine and L (my friend)'s resoloution to just 4GT (text speak done on purpose.. I'm not going chav on you) all about them.
On another note did you like the title of this post? Not sure if its a real song but it was in Ice Age 3. So therefore it is real >:( so MMMMRRRRRHHHHshhlipp (this is what I have decided to say to people now. It basically means : I am right no NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH).
Things to do? Pack for Blackpool (heh heh, rollercoasters ahoy) and write chapter 3 of my novel. I gotta print it off for my best friends to read. Oh and daydream about telling forementioned best friend I love him.... ? Muuhhhh... I shall now go melt into a pool of now teenage (WOO HOO) mush.
Gd'bye, ILY xxx
Tuesday, 13 July 2010
Maturity
First topic today?
Maturity.
I consider myself quite mature. I consider my *ahem* friends (aka people I adored last year but now... not so much) so NOT.
I was on YA (Yahoo Answers) and I saw this question:
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Why are people in my year maturing so fast?
idk, but we're only 12 and people are acting like 18 year olds wearing short skirts, tryna act cool and taking dating way too seriously. plus, if i say something cool everyone just copies it. it really annoys me.
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I can understand that. So many girls I know are all "YAY MAKEUP!" posing for pictures, slapping themselves with tan and even being friedns with people they hate and shoving away people who only want to be a good friend for them.
Yeah.. that was me. The one who got shoved away. I miss that girl, because even though she acts fake ou can tell shes a nicer person underneath. But the problem is she LIKES being fake. I just don't get some people.
So I sent her back this reply:
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Thats not mature, trust me.
Infact thats completely immature... acting way older than they are supposed to be. It stinks of "I'm just a kid who thinks I'm cool and wants to let everyone know about it".
You are probably the most mature for noticing this fact and thinking negatively of it. I know plenty of girls who would go "They shound so cool and are way mature I should be more like them".
If it annoys you then speak your mind. Tell them. I've called plenty of girls I know, some of them friends, completely fake. Say to them point blank "Listen, your not fooling anyone so stop acting like you think your cool and come back down to earth, you are pretty without makeup and wonderful without some boy"
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Which is basically what I said to that other girl who shoved me away, only harsher. Peoples opinions on this?
Hachi x
Maturity.
I consider myself quite mature. I consider my *ahem* friends (aka people I adored last year but now... not so much) so NOT.
I was on YA (Yahoo Answers) and I saw this question:
_______________________________________________
Why are people in my year maturing so fast?
idk, but we're only 12 and people are acting like 18 year olds wearing short skirts, tryna act cool and taking dating way too seriously. plus, if i say something cool everyone just copies it. it really annoys me.
________________________________________________
I can understand that. So many girls I know are all "YAY MAKEUP!" posing for pictures, slapping themselves with tan and even being friedns with people they hate and shoving away people who only want to be a good friend for them.
Yeah.. that was me. The one who got shoved away. I miss that girl, because even though she acts fake ou can tell shes a nicer person underneath. But the problem is she LIKES being fake. I just don't get some people.
So I sent her back this reply:
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Thats not mature, trust me.
Infact thats completely immature... acting way older than they are supposed to be. It stinks of "I'm just a kid who thinks I'm cool and wants to let everyone know about it".
You are probably the most mature for noticing this fact and thinking negatively of it. I know plenty of girls who would go "They shound so cool and are way mature I should be more like them".
If it annoys you then speak your mind. Tell them. I've called plenty of girls I know, some of them friends, completely fake. Say to them point blank "Listen, your not fooling anyone so stop acting like you think your cool and come back down to earth, you are pretty without makeup and wonderful without some boy"
_________________________________________________
Which is basically what I said to that other girl who shoved me away, only harsher. Peoples opinions on this?
Hachi x
So Hey
Hey. Explanation needed? Methinks.
Basically I'm a teenager... one whos not totally accepted in the society in which I live. I mean sure I have some completely downright ILY GUYS awesome friends.... and then I have those backstabbing bitchez who hate me and just LURVE to talk about me behind my back. Fun, huh?
How did I get this way? Not sure. I think it mainly started when I mved from England to Ireland. The posh accent got me teased and I resolved to be different.. my personality was always quite bossy and headstrong from the start although it took me a bit of time (cough cough FOUR YEARS) to realise that because I was always so shy after I moved. By that point I had turned into some weirdo kid who liked different things from everyone else. Back in England I was normal, me and my friend always played weird games about hairy dancing bananas (no joke!) but over here it was all hand clapping and skipping. I think the main reason I was different was because I had an imagination.
So I'm not a teenage outcast... not exactly. But the title was big, bold, dramatic and frankly, attention seeking. Like me I suppose. :)
If any of my friends or even you, the reader are looking at this and thinking "Oh my god what a completely obnoxiuos person!" well then maybe your right, or not. All I know is I like who I am. And I do not conform to these ridiculous ways of my peers and friends. I like being a solid weird freaky different individual.
Thats who I am, and because of that I see things differently.
This blog is gonna be about the people I know and how they act, about me and my friends and the people I love and about my views on life in general. I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy writing.
Kudos for hearing me out, ILY already.
Hachi xxx
Basically I'm a teenager... one whos not totally accepted in the society in which I live. I mean sure I have some completely downright ILY GUYS awesome friends.... and then I have those backstabbing bitchez who hate me and just LURVE to talk about me behind my back. Fun, huh?
How did I get this way? Not sure. I think it mainly started when I mved from England to Ireland. The posh accent got me teased and I resolved to be different.. my personality was always quite bossy and headstrong from the start although it took me a bit of time (cough cough FOUR YEARS) to realise that because I was always so shy after I moved. By that point I had turned into some weirdo kid who liked different things from everyone else. Back in England I was normal, me and my friend always played weird games about hairy dancing bananas (no joke!) but over here it was all hand clapping and skipping. I think the main reason I was different was because I had an imagination.
So I'm not a teenage outcast... not exactly. But the title was big, bold, dramatic and frankly, attention seeking. Like me I suppose. :)
If any of my friends or even you, the reader are looking at this and thinking "Oh my god what a completely obnoxiuos person!" well then maybe your right, or not. All I know is I like who I am. And I do not conform to these ridiculous ways of my peers and friends. I like being a solid weird freaky different individual.
Thats who I am, and because of that I see things differently.
This blog is gonna be about the people I know and how they act, about me and my friends and the people I love and about my views on life in general. I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy writing.
Kudos for hearing me out, ILY already.
Hachi xxx
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